~off again~

since last tuesday balik opis, keje memang la sangat banyak.. ye lar 2 minggu takde kat opis. last week seminggu me & hubby berkampung kat hospital. Actually, the week I balik penang tu mata aireen dah mula bengkak. I pegi klinik, Dr clarify yang aireen might be allegic.. few days makan ubat tapi still takde perubahan. I look thru in the internet for possiblity "swollen eyes in infant" which lead me to few answers... and one of it was kidney disorder. I dah mula risau (at first, everyone was againts me- kata I ni yang fikir bukan2-sebenarnya I dapat rasa yang something wrong somewhere eventhough aireen tak nampak sakit and still aktif cam biasa) and took her jumpa paed. At first, Dr mentioned allergic jugak. Then, I told him about my readings... and he agreed. So, they took blood and urine for diagnosis. Malam tu jugak dapat tahu yang aireen positive for kidney problems since there were high level of protein in the urine and low level of albumin in the blood. And it was called nephrotic syndrome (pls refer to previous entry). That night after Dr told us about it, I langsung tak boleh berdiri, talk to anyone and stop crying (eventhough I'm prepared for it) I'm sure setiap ibu di dunia ni will feel the same way if they were in my shoes. But, alhamdulillah now I'm back and redha dengan apa yang telah ditentukan-NYA.. aireen needs all the attention and support as well. So, both of us need to be strong. Thanx for all the prays and moral supports from everyone.

However, now I'm off again for another kursus for 2 weeks in PD. Actually I tak sampai hati tinggalkan aireen and my hubby yang perlu jaga aireen all by himself at night. Plus now aireen needs extra attention. Daily urine and weight monitoring. (aireen loose 2 kg after hospitalized and we need to monitor protien content in her urine everyday-use a deep stick) and also preparation untuk aireen's treatment. We need to crushed 5 and 1/2 tablets of prednisolone and mixed with multivitamin (sebab ubat tu tersangat le pahit) every morning. alhamdullilah, senang je aireen telan- I noticed that aireen ni strong actually.. more than we do... Emm, kalau kursus ni is not compulsary.. memang I tak pegi..but I have to. Thanx dear for keep supporting and understand me... Love you always.. I'm gonna missed both of you MUCH!

FYI, aireen admitted Bagan Specialists Centre in Penang from 1st feb till 7th feb 2009 under supervision Dr Zaidi Zakaria. And now we continue follow up with Dr. Md Nazim at Az-Zahra, Bangi.